Sunday, October 30, 2011

Cheers :)

Today is a great day :)

I went to my secret place.

And i feel recharged and energetic after going there...always :)

That's what i love about that place.

It's my domain...haha XD

Well, my holiday journey has started.

And I am going through my holiday plans!!!

Woohoo~~

SPRINT!!!!!

Dudes, have you planned for your holidays???

Don't wait for any longer

Don't make yourself regret AGAIN...(like me)

So, get up and muster up your courage and do everything you desire at the bottom of your heart

Yay!!!

One more important thing I must settle it today.

Yes.

I don't wanna get entangled in this dilemma anymore...

Set me free :)

I don't wanna care whether i am alone or not anymore....

I don't want this nightmare to bother me anymore...

I believe my choice to leave is the best solution...

Just 2 weeks more to go...

It's okay to be alone.

Only 2 weeks.

I believe I can get over it.

Yay!!

Done :)

Everything will be back to normal and let's shout out!

It's our holidays NOW!!!!

Don't waste your time anymore!!!

Achieve your goal and pursue your dream now!!

Gambateh!! :D

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Indifference

Woohoo

The exams are over!

I think my attitude towards PMR exam is much better than UEC

Cause

Something extraordinary has been full-filling my mind after my PMR exam

That's

I hope to change into a new school

Yea...

But hope is just a hope.

I don't feel regret for not studying properly and hard for the UEC exam however

I guess this is not me.

I used to treat my result as the most important thing in the world...

and now I am really tired for that.

I guess I am just not good enough....it's already 9 years...

9 years... I haven't had reached the 1st place in the school neither in the class...

2nd or 3rd?? it has never been me...

Haiz...

so, i think i just no need to use my result as to evaluate myself....

Maybe i can do better in other things or whatever

I just wanna be happy and be myself.

And most important thing which i realize now is...

I want to lead a wonderful life...

I am not a "exam or test machine"

But still i can pass all the exams with flying colors...

I can handle my studies smart.

This is what i hope right now

That's why i think of changing into a new school

 a new environment

I hope to start things all over again.

So.

I am sure i won't be sad or down if i can't score full A

This is what i promise to myself.

It's already November and

I am planning how to spend my holidays.

I hope someone could hire me too ****

hehex

Oh,

hang out with my Star Gang yesterday

Yea... star gang

><"

had lots of fun with them...

Bought a bag with my bosom friend

Same style....just different color.

I wanna tell her that

It's the best bag i have ever bought not because the bag is the prettiest...

it's because is she who accompany me to buy it

So thanks.

I am sure I will miss my dearest friends.

Form three is a really unforgettable one

sweet, salty, sour or bitter...

I tasted every bit of it just in a year.

This may be the happiest year to me

I hope to lock those sweet memories up

But this may also be the most unhappy year to me

I hope those sad and awful memories will be deleted permanently from my mind

So...

It's a meaningful year

I learnt much from it

But however

I hope to leave

And I am sure i won't forget them

my fellows

especially Elaine Chan

She affects me the most

I hope our bond wouldn't be cut.

And both of us will be back to the beginning

That's the dream i hope most to be realized.

Yay!

:)